the once and future queen

Note: This story is the second in an anthology based on prompts from #inktober2020; you can read the first story here.

(Chicago, Illinois, 2009)

Kate sighed, puffing out her cheeks and willing her other self in the mirror to just get on with it. Finish this with poise. Get the information. Move on.

Her admittedly short stint as a journalist had taught her a few things. First, that some interviews were a wash from the moment the person opened their mouth. Second, that the only way out was through. And third, that the painstaking process of making it through was sometimes rewarded with an actual story. She had no idea how this one was going to reward her. In fact, she was certain it wouldn’t. She wasn’t writing for the National Enquirer, after all. 

“This woman is crazy,” she muttered. “What a perfect waste of an evening.”

The voice came in from the grate near the ceiling, sibilant and soft.

“You could have been at home, reading.”

She started, then sighed in exasperation. “You know I hate it when you do that.” She brushed a lock of hair back behind her ear and supported herself with both hands on the sink, muttering, “You can’t keep doing that.”

“Sssorry, friend. Jussst trying to help.”

“Helping would be letting me do this on my own, thank you.” She turned on the faucet and let the water run cold over her hands for a few seconds. She had accepted the voices. They were just another part of life. But they were inconvenient, especially now.

She had been seven the first time she heard them, emanating from somewhere deep in the wall at their old apartment. They had asked her about her stuffed animal – a lumpy brown rodent with button eyes and a yellow felt crown that was constantly being sewn back on. She had been smitten with the story of the Nutcracker a year prior, when in a rare moment of luxury brought about by a Christmas bonus her father had taken her and her mother to see it at the Joffrey. She had combed her doll’s hair to match her own with help from her mother, and the memory of the hand-me-down ruffles, borrowed bows, and the glorious dancing had lingered well into the summer. Her doll was immediately renamed Clara. And then one day, she had persuaded her mother (with tears) to purchase a dubious-looking stuffed rat from the bin at the Salvation Army store. Her mother was flummoxed. 

“Don’t you want a Nutcracker to go with Clara?” Kate was adamant. “I want the Rat King.” Her mother tried a different tactic. “Honey, this is just a rat.”

Kate stuck out her lip. “He needs a crown. I’ll make him one, and he’ll be perfect.” Her mother relented, and helped Kate to make the crown and sew it on his battered head. And in Kate’s eyes, at least, he was perfect. The voices had agreed. 

“What a wonderful king.”

Seven-year-old Kate had nodded and continued dribbling water into his porcelain tea cup. “Yes, he is.”

“He sssseemsss kind.” 

Kate smiled and patted his head gently. “He is.”

After a moment, the voices hissed, “You sssseem kind too. Would you like to be friendsss?”

Kate thought for a moment and concluded, “Yes, I would. Nice to meet you.”

Ever since, she had carried on hundreds of conversations with the voices in the walls. Her parents found it cute, then concerning. She quickly learned that imaginary friends have an expiration date, at least according to adults. After a few sessions with a child psychologist, who attempted unsuccessfully to link the voices to some hidden trauma in her life, she decided it was best to keep the conversations to herself. 

Now, in her twenties, the conversations were sometimes the best she had in weeks. The voices were perpetually curious about her thoughts, but never pushy. They were wonderful listeners, and remembered everything. It was a perfect, secret friendship that Kate cherished… until recently. Over the last few years, she had been growing uneasy about them. She had spent hours poring over tomes on everything from psychological diseases to psychic phenomena. Nothing had fully explained her experiences. But she was intent on finding answers, someday. Until then, she had begun asking more questions than she answered. But the voices were slippery in their responses, and her life had to go on.

Speaking of, she had been in this Starbucks bathroom for much too long already. She shut off the faucet and dried her hands under the air dryer. She stood for a moment with her hand on the door handle and took a deep breath.

“You can do thisss, Kate.”

She whispered, “I know,” and left the room.

As she turned the corner toward her table, she heard the bells attached to the front door of the coffee shop jingle. She caught a glimpse of the woman’s dark grey coat and scarlet scarf vanishing around the corner. “No, no no no…” She snatched her coat and hat from the chair she had occupied seconds before, scrambling to put them on as she dashed out the door after the woman. She caught a glimpse of the scarf turning down an alleyway and called out. “Wait, Mrs. Wyatt, wait! I’m still here!” She skidded across a slick patch on the sidewalk, sidestepping missing concrete chunks and awkwardly turning into the alleyway. It was lit by a single flickering street lamp, and contained nothing but a few faded green dumpsters, some pallets stacked up against the left brick wall, and a heavy sewage smell emanating from the grates to the right and beneath the nearest dumpster. 

She threw up her hands. “Just great. Susan will not be happy about this.” Her managing editor was fair, but had no patience for unfinished interviews – and this was her second this month. The last one, Henry Duke, had been pleasant enough in the first fifteen minutes, reminiscing about his father and grandfather freely. But halfway through the conversation, he had gotten nervous, constantly glancing out the window at a boy in a hoodie by the bus stop. The boy never looked at them, just stood there waiting for the bus. Mr. Duke kept fidgeting and fidgeting, until he abruptly stood up, spilling his tea across the floor and leaving in a flurry of apologies. 

He had called her that evening, asking to meet again somewhere busier, but he had never showed up. Now this lady was gone, taking with her those stories of faceless stalkers and sinkholes in South Holland. 

Kate rummaged through her coat, which was still in her arms and not on her back. She located her phone and pulled up her contacts. She still had the number. She dialed it, then jumped when a sudden ring came from behind the dumpster a few yards away. She craned her neck to see around the dumpster, but all she could make out was a long, dark object. She squinted. It looked like a sleeve.

Kate hesitated, then looked back over her shoulder. The street was well-lit, quiet. A well-dressed man was talking low on his phone at the bus stop, hunched over against the cold about twenty yards away. He glanced at her and turned away. An Uber slid by with a muffled whoosh, it’s headlights illuminating the short, iron-fenced trees in rhythmic flashes. A light snow had begun to fall. She took a deep breath, slipping her studio keys through her fingers to form claws, and advanced toward the dumpster.

“Mrs. Wyatt?” She heard a rustling, and the sleeve was pulled back. She stopped. “Mrs. Wyatt. It’s Kate. I was hoping we could finish our conversation.” There was an odd slurping sound, and a cardboard coffee cup rolled out and into a puddle.

She took another step.

“Hey there sweetheart, you looking for someone?”

She whirled around. The well-dressed man from the bus stop stood in the entry of the alley, smiling at her. 

“Seems you could use some help. Looking for a Mr. Wyatt, eh?”

Kate mumbled, “Missus, actually…” But the man wasn’t listening. He ambled a few steps toward her. She backed away, secretly pulling out her phone and punching in the numbers 9-1-1.

“Well, I don’t know a Mr. Wyatt, missie, but I’m sure I can help you out in whatever way heoowwch!”

He kicked at a small black object that had appeared on his foot. It skittered under the dumpster. The man shook his foot, wincing. “Damn rats.” He turned his wide grin on Kate again. “Now, where were we?”

Suddenly Kate became aware of a scuttling under the dumpster, and small dark shapes wriggling out toward the man. The scuttling grew in intensity, and the man began kicking with renewed vigor, swearing through his teeth. “What the… Sorry, sweetheart, these rats are something else down here. What do you say we owch!!” A herd of pitch black shapes was crawling up his legs, trapping his feet. He jerked at his leg with both hands while slapping the dark crawlers away, howling each time a rat nipped him. 

The dumpster creaked behind her, and she turned to see it fall backwards with a resounding crash as a wriggling, squirming swarm of black rose from beneath it in a wave. She screamed and stumbled back against the brick, but the swarm wasn’t aimed at her. It shaped its many roiling parts into legs and claw-like arms. She could see pinpricks of gnashing white teeth amid the black maelstrom of whipping tails and scrabbling claws, but the myriad of eyes was what burned into her mind. They were black, but not black like the absence of light. Black like hunger, like an open grave waiting to be filled. She could see the black pooling out around it, greedily.

The writhing mass whipped out a long tentacle of rat bodies with astonishing speed, throwing several rats out onto the pavement in the process, and wrapped it around the man’s body. His face was set in a silent scream, gaping up at this thing with an almost idiotic fascination. It lifted him bodily above it, and reshaped the top of the mass into a sharp-snouted, wide-eared, empty-eyed maw. For the moment he was airborne, he regained enough air for a piercing wail, which was immediately muffled in the thicket of furry bodies.

There was a deafening silence, punctuated only by a soft, far-off ticking, like millions of teeth being clicked together. The mass expanded and contracted, pulsating at intervals. Then the rats, en masse, turned toward her with a soft rustle, and whispered…

“He won’t bother you anymore, Kate.”

Kate gulped air and stumbled backward down the alley. Her phone clattered to the pavement, and she heard a long, low dial tone. The rat mass followed, every beady eye fixed on her. She felt their hunger, palpable, unsatiated.

“He issss no longer a threat. We would not let ssssuch vermin hurt our queen.”

She sat down hard on the pavement. The voices. 

“You… You…” She couldn’t form the words.

The swarm surged toward her suddenly, and she screamed and threw her hands before her face. Her eyes were shut tight; she felt tiny puffs of freezing air inches from her palms. The air was thick, sweet, metallic.

“You find usss…. disssgusssting.” An odd tone of regret radiated from the rats. “Perhapsssss we will find another form.” The bodies began rustling and clicking, writhing around into different shapes, but stopped abruptly at the sound of footsteps and approaching sirens. She opened her eyes and looked. The mass had turned as one, and began shedding rats from its back, one by one, then in a slippery deluge of furry black bodies. They slid down between the slats of the sewer grate beneath the overturned dumpster, rolling over a discarded empty grey coat and red scarf. Kate jumped at the rattle as a jumble of clean white bones fell from within the mass. She shuddered. 

A crowd had begun to gather at the mouth of the alley, peering in at this strange scene of an overturned dumpster, a terrified young woman, and a pile of bones. Two uniformed officers pushed their way through, and helped her up and out of the alley. The younger one dispersed the crowd while the older of the two led her to a well-lit bench and sat her down. He tipped his hat back and squinted shrewdly at her. 

“Now, miss, I’d like to hear your story in your own words, but if you’re not up to it right now, I would understand.” Kate shook her head. She couldn’t understand it herself. How could she put it into words?

He smiled and nodded. “That’s okay. We’ll get you home safe and sound.” He turned to the other officer, who was on his phone, and spoke in hushed tones. Kate could catch snatches of the conversation.

“… hope she won’t… any trouble… not like him… leave witnesses… we’ll have a… see to the girl.”

He turned back and offered her his hand. “Miss, if you’ll just let me know where you’re living, I can drop you off there real easy.” 

Kate stared up at him. For a moment she thought she saw his eyes flicker black. She bolted upright and walked away, calling over her shoulder rather shrilly.

“I’m fine! I can make my own way back.” She took off down the street, only once looking back to see the officer staring at her, his polite grin fixed on his face.

Inspired by #inktober2020 prompts #6-12 (rodent, fancy, teeth, throw, hope, disgusting, slippery)

no bites

(Somewhere in the rural Midwest, 1964)

Miller held up the hook, squinting in the half-light at the worm wriggling between his thumb and forefinger. He paused for a moment, watching it squirm and lash its length around. Then he sighed, skewered it on the hook with ruthless efficiency, and cast it into a shadowy pool beneath the willow at the bend in the creek. He knew this spot well, and it had served him up sizable trout many a time. He’d caught nothing all morning, and with dawn creeping along the edges of the horizon in wisps of pink and orange, he figured his luck wouldn’t change before he had to get back. But he didn’t fish for the catch.

Duke might’ve done better, but as he was down about a hundred yards there was no way of knowing yet. That’s what made him a quality fishing buddy. He spoke little, and he knew the importance of silence before dawn. They met most Saturdays armed with genial grunts and thermoses of hot black coffee, drove to the creek accompanied by the grainy voices of the talking heads on the radio, and parted ways. After a few hours of fishing, they’d drive over to Millie’s for breakfast. Then there would be talk, of the comfortable sort designed to solve the problems of the wide world and not the ones close to home.

Miller tugged the line gently, pulling ripples into shore. He looked up past the willow at the rose-tinted clouds lining the eastern field. The late summer corn chuckled dryly in a slight breeze. The trees were just turning, the nights starting to lose some of their heat. Everything was darkening earlier. In fact, they’d had totally moonless nights for almost three weeks now. It was odd, but the fish liked it darker, so Miller didn’t complain.

Suddenly his line went taut with a violence, nearly yanking his pole from his hands. He white-knuckled it, but the line went limp just as suddenly. He swore quietly under his breath, and anchoring his left hand around the reel seat, reached for the handle to slowly pull it in. He had a suspicion that whatever was on the other end had been hooked and was waiting in the deepest part of the pool. If he could coax it out he had a better chance of wearing it down.

Then it struck again. A sharp crack echoed in the pre-dawn silence, like the crack of a rifle. Miller lost his balance and stumbled down the bank into the creek. He held up his pole in disbelief. Whatever was down there had snapped it clean in two and was now sizzling the line off his reel at an alarming rate. He barely had time to find purchase on the slippery rocks before it hit the end of the line. He pitched forward, letting the pole fly and landing on his hands and knees in two feet of murky water. The pole slithered along the surface of the water for a few feet, then disappeared below the willow.

Miller gasped at the sudden shock of the water, spluttering. He got to his feet quickly and splashed back to shore. Whatever was down there was not something he wanted chomping on his toes. The brief irrational thought of a giant alligator undulating toward him just under the dark surface of the water crossed his mind. Staggering out onto the damp bank, he looked back. The creek was still and black and silent, aside from the ripples he had made from his exit. He sighed and tried to steady his breathing. Had to have been a big old catfish, that was all. He wiped the water from his eyes and adjusted his cap, then jumped clean out of his skin. Where moments before had been only black water, Duke was now standing in the creek, his bulky brown fishing vest glowing pale against the dark voids around him.

“Duke! You scared me near to death.” Duke stared a little past Miller in silence. “Did you hear that? Whatever I had on the line just now broke my pole clean in half. Never seen anything like it.” Miller became aware of a low ticking sound, like a wristwatch, slow and steady. He shrugged and waved vaguely at the willow. “Guess I wouldn’t want to catch whatever that was, anyhow. No bites?”

Duke’s jaw dropped open like he was about to speak, but nothing came out. Then he spoke, drawing out his words. “Nnnno bitessss.”

Miller squeezed water out of his sleeves. “Shucks, best to pack it in then. Bad luck all around.” He turned to pack up his tackle.

“Alllll arounnnn.”

Miller looked curiously at Duke.

“You alright?”

Duke’s head turned like a tight screw until his eyes rested on Miller. He regarded Miller for a long time. His mouth worked slowly up and down, like he was chewing on an invisible stick of beef jerky, then gulped out the word “ulllrighhhh…” slowly, tasting it. He did not blink.

“Um, buddy? Did you put that stuff in your coffee again? I told you, no matter how medicinal they say it is…” Miller trailed off. Duke was sliding through the water toward him, making barely a ripple. He looked like he was floating, and his mouth kept shaping words without any sound. Miller took a step back.

“Hey, Duke. This isn’t funny. Look, I’m already a little spooked here.”

Duke’s mouth opened into a “ssspooo…” and stalled, the sound intoning and skipping like a scratched record. Then his jaw kept dropping. Miller swore he heard a pop as it unhinged. He wielded his tackle box pointlessly at the Not-Duke, stumbled backward over a tree root, and sat down hard in the damp weeds and gravel at the edge of the road.

The Not-Duke reached the edge of the creek and was lifted bodily out of the water onto the bank, dripping black water that spread around it across the green of the bank. The blackness seemed to engulf the ground, but Miller only dimly recognized this. His eyes were fixed in horror at the Not-Duke’s dangling jaw, extending and extending beyond all reason, containing only endless and infinite night. The sound it made had ceased to resemble any word and now rasped a long, low “hhhhhh” like wind being pulled through a hollow tunnel. Under it he could hear the clicking increasing in tempo and volume, drawing nearer.

Miller scrambled to his feet, unable to take his eyes off the thing in front of him, and took two steps back into the road.

Suddenly the blackness was pierced by a blinding flash of headlights. The dawn rang with a screeching of tires and a long horn honk. A cold grasp that cut like a blade yanked him back from the edge, and the horn warped around him as a pickup truck careened inches from his body. He smelled burning rubber and pond water and something sweet and pungent.

The pickup came to a stop thirty yards down the road, idling. The door opened and a burly man tumbled out, cussing at the top of his lungs. Miller turned his eyes wildly to the thing that held his arm, and saw only Duke’s wide smile emanating from his homely face.

“Buddy, what do you think you’re doing?” Duke’s eyebrows bunched in concern.

The driver had made it to them by this time, managing to splutter a series of “what the’s” and “could have killed you’s” as Duke turned his attention to him, easing his grip on Miller’s arm. Miller shook him off and backed up, dazed. He looked down the bank, but the blackness had disappeared, along with any signs of a struggle. In fact, he didn’t even see the log he had tripped over, or his tackle box. It was as if some cosmic vacuum cleaner had swept the riverside clean. In the increasing light he could see the water below, dark as ever, and a series of ripples swept from the nearest bank down around the bend. And mercifully, all he heard was the steady stream of water and the waking sounds of birds. The ticking had stopped.

All this while, Duke had been talking down the driver of the pickup. Miller could hear him saying things about medical conditions, losing time, fugue states. The driver looked warily at Miller, then said something under his breath to Duke and pointed at him. Duke had his back to Miller, but it looked like he was nodding assuringly. He patted the driver on the back and began to guide him toward his truck. Miller shook his head, swept a hand across his eyes, and squinted back at them. Duke’s head rotated around on its neck to face him, a broad smile plastered under glassy eyes like those of a doll, and Miller heard a low whisper echoing in his head.

“My apologies. It can take some time to assimilate fully.”

Inspired by #inktober2020 prompts #1-5 (fish, wisp, bulky, radio, blade)